Want to come play in the Field with me?

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Want to come play in the Field with me?

Hello dear One,

It's been awhile since I've written anything here or made an appearance in your inbox, as I took an extended pause from engaging the in the world of virtual connectivity to consolidate my attention into my immediately Present reality... for it has been in the midst of a radical reorganization!

These past 6 months the pace of evolution and change has been continuously accelerating, requiring an unrelenting focus like nothing I've ever known. Can you relate?!

In this time, Life has been asking me to strip down everything that is extraneous and eliminate All possible distractions in order to Be completely Present with each nano-moment, so I can more clearly perceive and respond to the radically shifting currents and remain anchored in the center of the spin that stabilizes All movement.

In the 3D, this has shown up as major changes in pretty well every major area of my Life, including moving my family's home base to southern California after 14 years in Hawaii~ which has been a massive surrender of some of my most cherished preferences, making space for something bigger than I could have imagined to emerge!  

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Alchemy of Opening to the Beloved

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Alchemy of Opening to the Beloved

Coaxed by the insistent light of the Sun, the enclosed flower bud gracefully unfurls its silky petals to be caressed by the luminous rays, kissed by the warmth, and bloomed open in its fullness.  Resplendent in its radiant Beauty, it becomes irresistibly magnetic, drawing unto itself a richly abundant array of appreciative admirers as it offers itself open to Life. 

Bees nuzzle into its golden pollen, birds partake of its sweet nectar, and passersby pause to bask in its glorious fragrance or vibrant hues. A flower is inherently seductive, making no attempt to capture attention by trying to prove itself in any way—it simply IS, inviting Life to come closer to delight its naturally alluring beauty. 

It doesn’t bloom to get attention, or question whether it is worthy of receiving it, nor does it make any attempt to grasp hold of the attention that is given. A flower blooms purely for the sake of blooming—because it is aligned with its Design. Rooted in its naturalness, its purpose is fulfilled in its very existence without needing anything else to validate its worth and place in this world.  

Nature, by its very nature, operates in relational context, as All Life is interdependent relationships embedded within every level of existence; our entire reality is inherently alchemical. The self-organizing principles of Nature are intrinsically intelligent, synergetic, fluidly dynamic, perpetually emergent, inter-relational, and profoundly beautiful—by Design.

Opening to the Beloved is ultimately an Arrival into our most natural state of Being, into the experience of Wholeness we find when we rest into our core. Aligning with our inherent Design, we allow the Nature of Life to bloom us open from the inside out as the petals of Essence unfurls its magnificence, offering this Love as an effortless expression of who We really Are.  

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The Alchemical Union of Structure and Flow

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The Alchemical Union of Structure and Flow

In the most recent cycle of growth that I'm very much in the midst of, I have been arriving into a deeper union of my inner feminine and masculine aspects, discovering where I've subtly relegated power over to the external reflections of the masculine in my Life and siphoned it away from feeding my full potency.

In this enlightening excavation, I’ve recognized certain ways in which I would quickly delegate certain tasks, step down or avoid approaching them altogether because they were "not in my domain.” These domains simply Being areas in Life I'd not yet cultivated and thus felt incompetent in the face of - a feeling I have historically avoided because I was always striving for some illusory version of perfection, and if I was going to do something, I wanted to do it well or not at all.

Needless to say, this pattern has certainly been creatively debilitating at various times of my Life! 

So as I’ve been getting nice and cozy with my inner masculine, calling him forth to Be ALL IN with me, I have fallen deeply and wildly in Love with him in the process...he is incredibly sexy and capable and absolutely BLOWING my mind with what he can show up for!!! It's hot...and it keeps getting juicier as he continues showing me what MORE is possible with this much Presence activated and engaged, bringing that potency into the areas that have been neglected in any way.

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Being a Pioneer of Love

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Being a Pioneer of Love

I am an intrepid Pioneer of Love…

Passionately devoted to peeling back the moment in order to discover the deeper untold beauty that lies beneath the surface layers of interaction.  Incessantly curious, my endless explorations into the vast and uncharted terrain of what it is to fully embody as Love on this planet have revealed again and again that our core Essence is inherently ecstatic - boundless, graceful, innocent - and totally turned on by life!

Nothing unleashes more pleasure in me than coming into full contact with the moment and finding out how much more Love can be coaxed from every encounter, be it a sparkling interaction with the grocery store cashier or a intimate deep dive with a beloved.

The pleasure comes from embodying and generously sharing what we all crave at the core – to be seen, touched and loved for who We really Are beneath the skins of our identities, to have our Essence recognized and invited out to play.

Rumi so succinctly hit the bulls eye when he said, “Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.

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Carved Out By Life

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Carved Out By Life

My mantra as of late is; "Life, have your way with me...I willingly surrender it all up. Carve me out and change me in all the ways required for the fullness of all that I Am to incarnate Here, Now."

With every breath, I Am Here to serve this One collective birth that we are in the midst of. Embodying the depths of surrender into the core of my Being, infinitely resting into the inherent intelligence of the Design that is in-forming every breath, every movement, from the inside out. 

Life is asking me to release my most cherished preferences for this moment, in order to allow for something bigger than I can imagine from this current vantage point. Leaning in, I let go and let the fabric of space hold me, morph me, dance me in new and wonder-full ways...the trust that is required right Now to truly embody this is outrageously radical and exhilarating! 

I feel you, Beloveds, for We Are One. Not One person I know is sliding down this birth canal without being squeezed in some way by challenging Life conditions. Yet the pain does not have to equal suffering; when we drop beneath the stories of "why" we are hurting and Be willing to fully feel the pain, it becomes an exquisite opportunity to become ALERT within our Self, awakening us into our experience of Wholeness.

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